¸ღ 梅子小妹๑第４9篇心声 ღ¸

爽啊！ 刚做完gym回来，

一趟就躺在床上玩电脑继续写我的部落格。

刚刚看到我的朋友做完gym 后，就有男朋友在外面的等着她出来，

看到他们我才知道什么是幸福，和羡慕起来了。

我在想，为什么别人能得到幸福，

而我呢？ 难道我要求太高，还是我真的那么的差吗？

有人可以告诉我吗？

虽然我丑，可是我没有八两 金那么丑，

虽然我穷，可是我没有穷到路边扎斗！

我只想拥有一段简简单单的爱情，

我不需要他能给到我天上的星星，

我只想要他身上的唯一的一颗心，

那对我来说已经够足够了。

难道这个世上所有的男生都喜欢漂漂亮亮，有钱有车的女生吗？

我只好和这是上的男生说，我这世都不属于你们的了，

因为我承认我不是住在大屋子里的大小姐，

也不是有辆汽车往这跑往那跑的女生。

可是我很想和你们说，至少我赚的钱都是我亲手赚回来的，

我从来不会像那些拜金男，拜金女，开口伸手向父母拿钱,

所以如果你们要看小我，我也没办法。

我还记得有一次，有个女生第一次载我回家，

她很惊讶的问我，你住这里哦？

你的爸爸不是什么大人物吗？

我都给她问的问题傻眼了,

因为我从来没有和过别人说我阿爸是哪一个大人物,

我家的爸爸是报纸佬,可是他可以帮我家的三个女人养得比猪场的猪还要肥呢,

我家对面的死变态佬都不知道是不是妒嫉我们长得那么肥,

他竟然叫我的爸爸(垃圾佬),我很想和他说,

你有看过哪一个垃圾佬可以养到家人那么肥吗?

还有就是我家的两个恶鸡雌都那么丰满吗?

你吹得我们涨咩？难道你做保险的，

你家人就每时每刻都不会死掉，

也不会出意外咩？你都ong ong 得！哈哈哈!

可是我妈妈教我以后要嫁个有钱人，

为什么我们一定要嫁有钱人喔？

难道有钱人就不用吃饭，不用死了吗?

我反而很想和我的妈说我以后不要嫁给有钱人，

因为有钱的男人都很痒，

都会出去沙沙滚！看到女人都会周身痒。

可是老实说我又不想嫁给一个很穷的男人，

我怕他会饿坏我们的宝宝，

所以说。。。人就是那么的反贱！

这又不是，那又不是。。。

¸ღ 梅子小妹๑第４8篇心声 ღ¸

这是我的新照片哦，漂亮吗？嘻嘻！

我也真希望我有一天能穿上漂亮的婚纱和爱我的人一起拍照！

应该有几个月没有写我的博客了，

今天无所事事就写下吧，

顺便换下那些照片， 和我的博客音乐盒的歌，

一面听，一面写心情也会好一点。

第一首歌就放-心跳-好了，因为这首歌有不可思议的意思。

今天，我想写下最近所发生在我的身上的事。

分分合合的，到最后也不就是一样嘛。

虽然这一年来，我们都拥有不少的回忆，

有时也会提到，眼泪也会情不自尽的流下 ，

可是我们都做了这样的决定就不好再回头了，

因为我们都是属于两个不同世界的人。

你走你的，我走我的，

可能我们依然是朋友会比以前的好。

“如果你同时爱上了两个人，请选择第二个。因为如果你真的爱第一个，就不会爱上第二个。”

这句话我想证明给大家看是错的，

因为有时候我们猜测不到下一个能不能比以前的更好，

外面的世界是很黑暗的，

有许多我们想象不到的坏的人。

我认识了一个真的没有我想象的坏的人，

作为朋友的可以说令我太失望，

做人喜欢他的人可以说令我太生气他！

为什么有些人的思想就是那么的看不开？

难道被伤过了，就不能再爱了吗？

为什么愿意花时间去伤别人的心，

就不愿花点时间来寻找一个他爱你比你更爱他的人呢？

真想不通有些人在想什么大便？ >_<

不过，我现在真的很喜欢单身的感觉，

我想我应该有5，6 年都没有单身了吧。

这个时候我想应该是最佳的时候给我休息了，

晚安咯，，

希望我的明天会比我想象的更好！

I just want a real relationship, not want a relationshit and fuck off complicated relationship.

¸ღ 梅子小妹๑第４7篇心声 ღ¸

¸ღ 梅子小妹๑第４7篇心声 ღ¸

We re complicated.

A guy who really love u they will use the heart and true to love u,

And prove how deep he love U,

Share all the happiness and sadness with U.

A guy who cry for u, teardrop for u,

Everyting is because of I love U

Im jealous, Im angry, Im insomnia,

Correct,maybe same like what u said:

Is your problem? NO !

Ya, I have no right to get jealous ＆ angry for what i heard what i saw.

I only can hide my feeling hide my world and dont show to U.

Im not a rich girl,

I dont have a branded beg, Im not living in a bangalow,

I dont have evil body I dont have angel face,

And i dont have any power to save u when u get trouble.

I only have a pair of ears, shoulder,hand,a sweet heart

To be ur listener, lie on my body,wipe ur tear&sweat

Use my heart to feel your world.

Im understand that u having stress nowaday,

But I really hope i dare to open mouth to tell u what my brain is thinking

Together discuss ,settle all the problem.

Before I want start to action,

I already know what is the answer,

Because I know Who are u and Who am I.

Be a Angel is not easy, seriously quite hard.

I thought I can be a angel and a back-woman,

But now I realize Im not suit be a angel and back-woman.

Im just wanna be your officially ANGEL and ur girl.

Im sorry, I was tried my best...

U're pretty today,

From my heart thinking: Ya,man... because u promise me bring me to Puchong.

U promise me bring me to there jalan-jalan.

Keep quiet ~~

arg~ Broke the promise ,

I think u should be pilot,

And u have a good pilot license.

When I saw a pair of couple write alots of sweet statues on facebook,

My heart was thinking why they re so lucky and found their another part.

I also hope can call someone Bii,Dear,Babe,Nii,Darls...whatever...

Everydays also have someone write sweet msg on my fb wall...

Suddenly brought to bought flower,

no~ no~ no~ this all is for pray,

Finally U bought me a gorgeous roseeeee,

Thank for ur flower, touching...

FinallyI took my Valentine&Birthday present,

Even thats not expensive,

But the meaning of flower is expensive than the flower price.

This is the way how i take my flower from someone <3

¸ღ 梅子小妹๑第４6篇心声 ღ¸

long time no update my blog again,

This page is talking about 8months of story :)

So this is the last page is about U and urs...

Finally this story was end and without reason.

But everythings is fine for me,

because finally also, i know all about this person attitude.

This hole dont drop again , sasa!

This is what a guy told me, is his friend... ==''

I can see everyones know what happened,

And only me is the one what also dont know.

suddenly have a girl call to his phone " ice cream"

can u silent ur phone please?

=='' ringing again and again (pik cik)

suddenly i heard ppl told saw a malay girl is out with him from his house,

i know it, i heard the girl voice before one day,

suddenly say wanna brinig a girl to genting,

and wanna bring another girl out and join his team.

walao ! really beh tahan, block his profile,

dont show me ! heart attack...

Give me times, Im sure i can do it ...

Because i always cry for nothing, worry for nothing, love for nothing.

I dont even want to ask what reason u wanna give up this relationship again,

because however i ask the scar still in my heart.

How many times want to broke up,

How many times want to cry,

How many times want to argue...

But if u dont know how to love one person,

please dont simply say u re love someone right now.

every thing was passed,

dont mention infront of me,

because i don know what i did in this 8months,

i have to change my life.

NO shisha, NO club, NO vampire etc

But seriously in this 8months have happy also have sad.

all the memories i dont wanna write out at here,

bcoz im decide wanna forget everythings,

if i write down that means i cant forget about all of us,

me

me and may loo with lancer