Today is 17 june 2010.
I really super hate JUNE! because every june made me feel sad.
This year worse than last year.
15june,The day's night, I got a very bad message.
I really can not accept the things what I have to heard.
I really was a bad selfish person
I even ignored and dont care about our lives, but Im still made the decision.
I was really cruel, I doubt am I is a cold-blooded?
I really hope my eyes can see that magic cave same like in the Alice in Wonderland' movie,
Let me hiding inside and finished the second half of my life.
I suddenly want to choose to leave here,
and Look at a blue sky and the ocean screaming cry.
Sometimes, I feel the God is really damn unfair to me,
Why does everyone live in a remarkable life,
but I must live in worry every day.
there will be any bad news would happen to me.
I am a loser,
i lost my happy, smile
i lost who am I,
i cant to smile and be myself anymore
i really hope u can understand, sorry...
*naughty*
:'(
