Suddenly I found my blog,
i had long time no update it,
i think is from one month ago.
Today, I spend all my time lying on my bed,
Argghh! this is how i spend my offday :(
i hate my life so much,
it is super meaningless!!nothing special!
now im writting how about my whole boring day.
Recently really have a lot of unlucky things happened on me,
I never imagined I make a stupid decision and especially its a super wrong decision.
I would like to end my nightmare and should start to wake up.
For this nightmare, I was really sacrifice a lot.
From beginning to end, I think there should be only im efforts all of this,
Only by one hand is unable to complete all the tasks.
I slowly start to dont know who is who
Very sterious. . . Strange. .
So that things is over a month,
Suddenly yesterday l think back,
I am really a cruel girl,
Is also a very terrible girls.
Because of that,
I also found that I have changed a lot,
even my close friends began to give up on me,
Because even I also can not restore the original myself,
I think I should go back to the past, please give me some time.
And therefore I chose short-pain is better than long pain. .
